Thursday, September 1, 2011

Edges


I watch you dance
a prologue to love
storms
& flights to the sun
and I want to know
what love is

regret & grief
are what I know
they burrow deep
it is the dark interstices
I’m familiar with
the in-betweens
where there is equivocation
one foot firmly out the door
heartache & pain
ordinary as the clothes
you choose to
put on each day

grief & longing
are not so far apart
both elongating
pulled by ones
who don’t look back
distanced, yet connected
we are stars of a new
constellation
yet to be named
yet to be fixed
in the firmament of heaven

It’s not the hard work
of relationship that kills
it is the disappointment
beat beat beating
the flattened place in our hearts
that has no room for charitable thoughts
the escape of hope
from brain cells eroded
by the beat beat beating
grim grief
leading to despair

If we could gather up the edges
pull them tight
stuff the light back in
I promise you
life will grow again
expand
one breath into the next
one day after another
new light leading to new hope
fragile yet tenacious
a reverse gravity
pulling us
stars
into the
firmament of heaven

[Written Sunday, August 21, 2011]

Sunday, July 31, 2011

It has been ever so

My empathy meter is working overtime these days, and I am alternately sad, outraged, depressed and frustrated by my fellow human beings.

I just read an article in the Sunday Los Angeles Times about violence against nurses and caregivers, and I am so depressed by it. I'm depressed by the reaction of the hospital administrators after incidences of violence against staff have occurred, and I'm depressed by our American society that has dismantled the mental health residential facilities for patients who can't live by themselves or with their families.

Families - not everyone is lucky enough to have a functioning or cohesive family anymore. It's become too easy to divorce our families over all manner of slights and bad behavior and not to have the familial structure of elders to hold folks accountable. Mutual responsibility and accountability are key but not so easy to inculcate when family members are struggling to make ends meet. Don't get me wrong - I'm not saying that some family members shouldn't be divorced for our own mental and emotional health, and some familial bad behavior is best left in the dust along with the perpetrators.

I've also been following stories about school districts across the country and their failure to educate our children and to compensate teachers appropriately. This downhill slide in terms of maintaining a social safety net that enhances our life together has been happening throughout my lifetime, and mostly, I've been old enough to pay attention and watch its advance. The expectations of elders that children will attend school, on time and prepared, everyday, that they will do their homework and speak to teachers with respect, that they will do their very best at their "jobs," which is going to school, certainly helped my brothers, my cousins and me to go on to college and good jobs.

It's very clear to me that all of our societal ills are interconnected, that throwing money at them alone won't solve them, and that throwing people under the bus won't solve them either. The ideas of politicians, elected leaders, citizen activists, academic and think tank experts, and you and me all have merit at some level. The disagreements and the ways in which we disagree throw roadblocks into our hopes for compromise, experimentation and just rolling up our sleeves and tackling the hard work of digging out from under.

The resetting of an economic equilibrium for most of us continues to be painful. It feels unfair to almost everyone. No one, not God or anyone else, ever promised that life would be fair, and no doubt, your idea of fair is different from my idea of fair. Americans by and large are among the most privileged people in the history of civilization, even those of us who are struggling and living in poverty by American standards. There are so many concepts and ideals that we as Americans take for granted that are largely myths. "All men are created equal." "If you work hard and keep your nose clean, you will succeed." Those and other American myths don't take into account racism, classism, and a whole lot of other -isms including alcoholism, sexism, narcissism, consumerism and drug addiction.

I suppose you could say that today, I am writing just to lament, because I don't have any bright ideas about overarching solutions. I'm watching the congressional budget scenario play out with disgust and disappointment. I have some ideas, and I'm working in my little corner of the field. Prayer certainly is warranted, and so is meditation to bring peace to individual hearts and minds. Ultimately, regardless of overarching, dramatic, big proposed solutions, we are, each of us, called to nurture the flame of hope, to be kind to those with whom we come into contact, to make a difference in the lives of those we love and hold dear, to do no harm to the earth or its inhabitants, and to make some sacrifices for the younger generations who come after us. It has been ever so. We just forgot.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Let the River Flow

One of my favorite spiritual teachers, Pema Chödrön, writes about paying attention to the mundane and learning through patient indwelling with the everyday to honor it. Needless to say, I have a long ways to go before I can claim that wisdom as my own.

In many ways, when I think back to my earlier years, I can remember a time when I was much more present everyday than I have been for many years. As I reflect, I occasionally wonder if that memory is the truth or if I have romanticized who I used to be.

One major difference between then and now is that I was less busy with outside demands on my time. I went to school or I went to work, and then I came home to activities of my choosing, and I didn't have the many activities built on relationships and obligations that I have had for the last 30+ years. Being in a marriage, having children, relating to employees for whom you're responsible will do that to you. You get sucked in, absorbed, entwined.

I'm not saying that being involved with others and in their lives doesn't have its immense rewards and joys. It does. It is, in fact, a privilege to be invited in and to be allowed to share in others' walks, celebrations and dramas. It adds to the depth of experience and character that some of us take the opportunity to notice, reflect upon and build. Likewise, it can add stress and overwhelm and cause anxiety, resentment or even breakdowns. And, in either case, it takes time, a whole lot of time.

I'm in the second and final term of serving on The Episcopal Diocese of Colorado's Standing Committee, and after General Convention next July, I will enter the second triennium of my six-year term on the church's Executive Council. I'm also serving my second term as a member of Colorado's General Convention deputation. I've been thinking about my church service as a leader and thinking about topics like retirement, term limits and raising up the next generation of leaders.

It's clear to me that intentionality in everything we do is very important and that busy people who are in the midst of doing important things seemingly all the time sometimes lose sight of their intentionality. I fear that more, I think, than I fear anything else. Other words used to describe this might be losing sight of our mission or purpose, or forgetting why we got involved in the first place.

I believe that there is a call for observing self-imposed limits that many leaders in all bastions of leadership have forgotten or maybe never recognized or understood. When leaders egregiously lead poorly or vilely, their followers will take them down through complaints, protests, voting them out or overthrowing them with revolution. But most leaders are of the garden variety who are neither superstars nor villains as leaders, and most, if I may generalize, have left their humility and sense of self-limits somewhere in the past, foundering and misplaced in their early days.

My intent is to carve out more time in my weeks for quiet contemplation and Zen meditation. I know that I need to get back in touch with the mundane so that I can experience again the profound beauty and connectedness of nature and the interstices of the web that weaves the people of today and the generations before and after today together. When I stretch out my consciousness, I want to touch the stream of life that flows in every direction and take the time to follow some of those flows to places that are new to me and to grow into and as a result of experiencing those rivers of consciousness.

Namaste.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Summer Unloading

I've been away from this blog for a long while, mostly because I've been immersed in the research, writing and preparation necessary to do a credible job of conducting Anti-Racism Trainings and Train the Trainer workshops for the Episcopal Dioceses of Wyoming and Northern California in June and July. The actual work "performance" only lasted two days in each place, but the participants definitely got the best that I could offer in terms of research, reflection and prayerful preparation. And my training partner and I worked with a new training colleague in Wyoming, which meant some extra time spent reading that newcomer in.

Everyone has her or his own process for getting work of this type done. My process is one of immersion, where I eat, sleep and breathe readings, videos and conversations about racism, racial justice, teaching and facilitation techniques. I've worked this way pretty much my entire life, including the thirty some years I worked in the corporate financial world. When I was putting together a new bank department or launching a new banking product, I lived a pretty workaholic existence. Thank God that my husband and my daughter were independent and resilient, because sometimes I just wasn't very present at home.

At the beginning of July, our family and household also underwent a major change. My brother, Jon, sold his long-time home in Newport Beach, California, and moved in with us - Herb, mom, me and the cat. Jon has been unemployed for four-and-a-half years, and we invited him to come live with us. It just seemed like he could use the support of family nearby, and Mom was ready to have more than just me in her everyday life. Happily, the transition has been a smooth one, with everyone adapting quite nicely to a new person in the household. We are blessed with enough space for everyone to have a room of their own, and all of our waking and resting hours, and eating and TV habits are compatible.

Jon showed up on Saturday, July 9th, in a 24-foot Penske rental truck, and he and our handyman-friend, Steel, unloaded the truck from Sunday through Tuesday. Unloading the truck sounds simple until you factor in the need to rearrange our three-car garage full of boxes that we moved in with 11 years ago and haven't unpacked to this day. Plus our cousin Cal sent furniture in the truck for his son, who's attending the University of Colorado at Boulder, to furnish his room in the house he'll be sharing with his buddies this academic year. The rental truck got returned after hours on Tuesday night, and I got to ride in it, hanging on for dear life as Jon maneuvered it around our two-lane back roads to Loveland, 30 miles north.

Jon's move-in has had the beneficial effect of forcing Herb and me (mostly me - I'm the pack rat in the family) to sort, recycle, give away and pitch countless amounts of "stuff." The biggest challenge, surprisingly, has not been being ruthless about what to give away and pitch. I've actually been able to let go of "love me" mementos and tchotchkes relatively easily, and I was long overdue to let go of clothing that no longer fits any of us. Plus, who really needs so many duplicates of staples like teeshirts and turtlenecks? We're determined not to keep paper files anymore, and I promise to resist bringing any new brochures into the house. A high speed, high volume scanner is on order.

The surprising challenge in all the sorting and pitching has been finding enough space in the recycle and trash bins to get rid of everything as quickly as we would like to. We'd rent a roll-away trash bin if we thought we'd be able to fill it quickly enough, but we're slow and deliberate in the sorting and pitching. We've also been interrupted by good things like the stray consulting assignment - to read and evaluate a set of technical documents here and there - that have taken our attention for a day or two at a time. I can't begin to describe how light and good it feels to unload all the little albatrosses that have bogged us down for so many years. It's clear to us that our children aren't going to want most of the stuff we've hung on to.

So, we are going to continue cleaning and clearing away clutter and accumulated stuff for the rest of our summer vacation and no doubt will count it among the best of all summers we've experienced. What about you?

Thursday, July 28, 2011

The Parable of the Mustard Seed and Racial Justice


This is a sermon that I preached at Trinity Cathedral on Sunday, July 24, 2011, following two days of conducting Anti-Racism Training and Train the Trainers hosted by the Diocese of Northern California's Commission on Intercultural Ministries. You may also watch a podcast of the sermon at http://bit.ly/nWYj5L.

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            The words of the Gospel passages of this week and the last two weeks resound in my heart and mind. As Jesus said repeatedly in Matthew 13 when he sat in a boat and told parables to the crowd standing on the beach, “let anyone with ears listen!”

         Me Ke Aloha Pumehana. Aloha Kakou. Mahalo E Ke Akua No Keia La. Amen’e ~ I greet you with the warmth of my love. May there be love between us. Thanks be to God for this day. Amen.

         We are fortunate, indeed, to be seated in this beautiful cathedral on this warm California summer day, basking in the delight of fellowship and shared worship.

         I come from the Diocese of Colorado where I serve on the Standing Committee. I also serve as the Province VI Lay Representative to Executive Council where I am the team leader for the ongoing Racial Justice formation work Council is doing among its own members. I also serve as an Anti-Racism Trainer in The Episcopal Church.

         I have been richly blessed and truly humbled to have spent the past two days here at Trinity Cathedral conducting an Anti-Racism Training for almost 70 of the leaders from four California dioceses hosted by your Diocese of Northern California as well a Train the Trainers workshop for 8 of the members of your Commission for Intercultural Ministry.

         I applaud Trinity Cathedral and the Diocese of Northern California for your exemplary commitment to hospitality, invitation and welcome, and the work you have seriously undertaken of dismantling racism wherever you encounter it, and your encouragement and advocacy of anti-racism training for your lay and clergy leaders as well as your generous sharing of that work with three of your neighboring dioceses – California, El Camino Real and San Joaquin. Your leadership is to be commended.

         I am passionate about doing the work of deconstructing racism, breaking racism down through analysis, reflection and conversation, in order that we, the church and its members, can more fully live into what it means to be members of the Body of Christ together, and equal, mutually respected and mutually accountable Beloved Children of God. Anti-Racism Training is very much about the work of equipping the Beloved Community to do Gospel work, work that we covenant to do when we are baptized into Christ’s holy Body, work that we reaffirm doing when we recovenant each time we worship in an Easter, Confirmation or Baptism service.

         Today and on the two Sundays prior to today, we have heard much of Chapter 13 in the Gospel of Matthew in which Jesus tells many parables about sowers and seeds, and the kingdom of heaven and what it is like.

         The parables of sowers and seeds are a lot like the work of racial justice and reconciliation. In biblical days, one had to sow, to scatter seed and tend its growth, in order to eat. Today, we go to the supermarket to buy what we eat, and most of us are greatly distanced from the work of obtaining our food from the actual fields where it is grown and harvested. It might be the case for you, as Californians, living in a state where much of the produce of the U.S. is grown, that you are somewhat less distanced from the sources of your food than the rest of us.

         Regrettably, we church members are also largely distanced from paying attention to and doing the work to interrupt racial injustice – that’s what the word “anti-racism” means: to interrupt racism - wherever we encounter it, and showing our love for our neighbors whose skin color is different than our own in the way that Jesus commanded us to do, when he gave us his new commandment in John 13:34-35: “Love one another as I have loved you. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples.” This is a higher calling to discipleship and accountability than that given in the summary of the law which we hear every Sunday in Rite I of the Holy Eucharist, “Love God with all your heart and soul and mind, and love your neighbor as yourself.”

         The reason that I am passionate about conducting Anti-Racism Trainings and empowering laity and clergy to interrupt and dismantle racism (and all the other “isms” such as sexism, ageism, ableism, heterosexism, nationalism, etc.) is because I believe that Jesus has called each of us personally through our baptisms to be his disciples and to be mutually accountable to one another as members of his Body. Among the five Marks of Mission recognized by the churches in the fellowship of the Anglican Communion is the one that says, “To seek to transform unjust structures of society.”

         Unjust structures of society include all the instances of institutional racism found in these United States where predatory lending in lower economic neighborhoods has caused losses of homes, scattering of families and loss of hope; where racial profiling has subjected people of color, especially Blacks and Hispanics, to excessive surveillance and unequal protection of the law; and where White flight to the suburbs, tax base erosion and standardized testing have contributed to educational backwaters in inner cities and poor neighborhoods.

         Perhaps you have heard of Michelle Alexander and her book, The New Jim Crow, published earlier this year. In it, she lays out the story of “Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness”:

·      Where there are more African Americans under correctional control today – in prison or in jail, on probation or parole – than were enslaved in 1850, a decade before the Civil War began;
·      Where the United States imprisons a larger percentage of its black population than South Africa did at the height of apartheid; and
·      Where, in Washington, D.C., three out of four young black men (and nearly all those in the poorest neighborhoods) can expect to serve time in prison.

         The Episcopal Church has been paying attention to racism and the work that is needed, that is fundamental to our faith as followers of Jesus, to become educated about racism and its cost to people of color and indigenous people as well as to Whites, to become conversant with how to interrupt racism whenever and wherever we encounter it, to strive for justice and peace among all people, and to respect the dignity of every human being.

         The House of Bishops, in Pastoral Letters of March, 1994, and March 2006, and a recent September, 2010, Pastoral Letter and Theology Resource on Migration and Immigration, has said that:

·      Racism wounds the Body of Christ;
·      We must name the sin of racism and repent; and
·      We are grounded in our Baptismal Covenant

         Since 1991, General Convention, the governing body of The Episcopal Church, which will gather again in 2012 in its triennial meeting in Indianapolis, has recognized the need for the church to address Institutional Racism, and since 2000, General Convention has required Anti-Racism Training for Lay and Ordained Leaders. That was a large part of the impetus for your Commission for Intercultural Ministry to host the Anti-Racism Training yesterday.

         You may be interested to know that among General Convention’s resolutions are those asking the church through its dioceses to research, own and repent its complicity in the Trans-Atlantic slave trade, to extend its focus on racism to all ethnicities and nations of origin, and to study and report on Holy Orders recruitment and deployment of persons of color.

         The parable of the mustard seed is often explained as the story of how something very tiny can grow up into something large and significant and good – a tree that becomes home to birds of the air. The importance of the parable is often described along the lines of “the little engine that could” or what Daniel G. Deffenbaugh, Associate Professor of Religion at Hastings College in Nebraska, calls “a kind of "camp song theology" – as in, "it only takes a spark to get a fire going."

         Listen carefully to the passage of the parable again: ‘The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed that someone took and sowed in his field; it is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown, it is the greatest of shrubs and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.

         The mustard herb is a plant that doesn’t require a lot of cultivation. It grows much like a weed does, taking hold and spreading wherever its seed is spread. That a Hebrew farmer in the days when Jesus walked and taught among the people would do something like purposely sowing a seed that would quickly overtake his other crops in the way that a weed can overtake a garden is significant. What does it mean? Is Jesus suggesting that planting weeds is like the kingdom of heaven? And how is sowing the mustard seed like the work of racial justice, the work of being an anti-racist, one who interrupts racism?

         I think that there actually is a great likeness between that tiny mustard seed and those of us who decide to respond to the call of doing the work of interrupting racism. We begin as small in number. We are tiny in comparison to the racial injustice and systemic, institutional racism that pervades our organizations, including, yes, even The Episcopal Church.

         And yet, if we approach one another as members of the Beloved Community seeking to converse with other members of the Beloved Community . . . if the holy in me seeks to greet and meet and engage in dialogue the holy in you . . . "How would conversation be different when it starts with belovedness?"

         One of the important things that we learn in Anti-Racism Training, which is actually a small thing that has huge consequences, is that we must converse with one another, even when the conversations are about hard subjects like racism, asking the image of the beloved in each other, "what can this image of God teach you?" and “what can the image of God in you teach me?” We begin by listening, seeking to see the image of God in the other. That begins as a very small thing, and yet, like the mustard seed, has the potential to grow into a tree that is large enough to shelter the birds of the air.

         As Presiding Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori has often pointed out, "You need to listen with the expectation that you will learn something." My prayer for you and your diocese is that your work in conducting Anti-Racism Training and raising awareness of the structures of racism and how to dismantle institutional racism will grow mightily, that from the small seed of beginning to do the work of interrupting racism, your work will grow into the large tree of friendship, community and love for your neighbors that is like the kingdom of heaven right here in Northern California.
         Amen.        

Friday, June 24, 2011

ELCA Ecumenical Partner Report to TEC's Executive Council

I am honored to serve as The Episcopal Church's ecumenical partner, elected by its Executive Council, to the Church Council of The Evangelical Lutheran Church in America (ELCA), and this is the report that I gave at the Executive Council meeting of June 15-17, 2011.

EVANGELICAL LUTHERAN CHURCH IN AMERICA (ELCA)
ECUMENICAL PARTNER REPORT
Respectfully submitted by Lelanda Lee
on June 18, 2011

Only highlights were given orally at the Executive Council meeting
to avoid duplication of information shared in discussion.

The link to the ELCA LIFT Report is at http://bit.ly/cE6PUZ

·      The ELCA Church Council meets twice a year, typically in April and November. The last meeting was in April.
·      This year is a Churchwide Assembly year with the meeting scheduled in August in Orlando. In the past Churchwide Assembly has been every two years, but there is a proposal for this year’s Churchwide Assembly to approve becoming a triennial meeting, like our General Convention, after 2013, in response to budget realities.
·      When the Secretary, Carlos Pena, who presides over the meetings, asked for a show of hands of who would be attending as a voting member of Churchwide Assembly, only one hand went up. That piqued my curiosity, and I surveyed some members at lunch. What I learned bowled me over! The general response was that Council members had their opportunity to voice their opinions in Council and that being a voting member at Churchwide Assembly allows others to voice their opinions.
·      The ELCA has for the past year been engaged in a reorganization following a year-and-a-half task force study called the LIFT Report – Living Into the Future Together. The study was shaped by two questions: What is God calling this church to be and to do in the future? What changes are in order to help us respond most faithfully? The task force intentionally titled its task “renewing the ecology.”
·      That consultation involved a significant two-day meeting last August, which I attended and to which other ecumenical partners including the United Methodists and the Presbyterians were also invited. The reorganization, or redesign as the Lutherans call it, was in response to a revisioning of the church that turns the organization upside-down, if you will, with more resources flowing to synods and congregations and fewer resources flowing to the churchwide organization. The revisioning has been about focusing in on mission and ministry and being and doing church most intentionally at the local, congregational expression of church.
·      That has meant significant reductions in staff at the church center in Chicago, cutting deeper than we cut, and cutting into representation also, with the painful elimination of the support given to advocacy groups such as the ELCA women’s and ethnic representatives’ attendance at Church Council meetings. The ELCA budget now reflects an increase in rental income due to the availability of whole floors of space open for leasing to others. The changes are visible to the casual visitor, who now is greeted by the receptionist on the 11th floor instead of a receptionist for the whole building on the ground floor.
·      The LIFT report looked at the trends of the times that dictate change in the churches, as identified by Phyllis Tickle in her book The Great Emergence and by others. You will recognize these, because we have talked about them here in our own Council meetings:
·      Declining participation in Christian churches;
·      Growth in “no religious affiliation;”
·      Becoming more “spiritual” and less “religious;”
·      Influence of individualism on Christian identity and community life;
·      Increasing social, cultural and religious diversity in the U.S.;
·      Growing influence of Hispanic/Latino religious faith;
·      Identifying a new stage of life: “Emerging Adulthood;”
·      The rise of a distinctive post-boomer faith and spirituality;
·      Changing structures and patterns of family life in the United States;
·      Rediscovering the impact of parents and families on faith practice;
·      Living in a digital world;
·      Educating in new ways; and
·      Increasing numbers of adults 65 and older.
·      The LIFT task force also pointed to specific strengths within the ecology of the ELCA:
·      The ELCA’s history and practice equip it to offer its distinctive gifts to the world.
·      The various interrelated constituencies within this church possess a tradition of active and effective worship and service.
·      The tradition shows itself in an active posture that seeks to proclaim the good news of Jesus Christ in all its rich dimensions.
·      The church’s service agencies reach one in fifty-five American households annually.
·      Partnership activities have produced a reputation for leadership in ecumenism and inter-faith dialogue.
·      The ELCA seeks to be a public church as it speaks to the issues of its day while remaining faithful to its confessional heritage.
·      I think it is noteworthy that the ELCA has been self-reflective, methodical and honest in its assessment of where it finds itself as a church in 2011, recognizing:
·      The declining membership in the ELCA and lower attendance at worship.
·      The ethnic diversity of the United States population is not reflected adequately in this church.
·      Membership is aging.
·      While individual contributions increase, overall financial giving is lower in both designated and undesignated contributions. As a result, there is decreased support for regional and national expressions of the church.
·      The most recent national and global recession also is reflected in church finances.
·      The LIFT project is not a process peculiar to the ELCA. Nearly every mainline church (including the African Methodist Episcopal Church, Christian Church [Disciples of Christ], Seventh-day Adventist, Southern Baptist Convention, The United Methodist Church) in the United States has been or is examining what changes are necessary as they confront a radically changing environment. In addition, many religious groups formerly seen as prospering in the current environment also are finding that circumstances are leading them to reexamine their institutions.
·      The LIFT report findings and recommendations will be brought to the ELCA’s churchwide assembly in August for action by the wider church.
·      The proposed recommended Social Statement on Genetics was approved to be sent on to the churchwide assembly for consideration and adoption. It is a process that has taken nearly ten years. In response to the Draft of 2010 alone, the task force received feedback at 48 synodical hearings as well as from hundreds of written responses or reflections from across the country. Several members of the task force individually read each written communication. They sought to hear the concerns behind different and, sometimes, contrasting opinions so that they could revise the draft into the strongest and clearest possible proposed social statement. That process is not unlike what we have sought to do in our own context with our D020 task force asking for feedback on the proposed Anglican Covenant.
·      The ELCA has entered into a Joint Mission Statement of the ELCA and African Methodist Episcopal Zion. This Joint Mission Statement is an example of things rising up from the grassroots. It was through a friendship and pulpit exchange at a local Lutheran and a local AMEZ church that the impetus for such a relationship originated. This was brought to the attention of the Presiding Bishop and the Church Center, and follow-up led to this historic agreement.
·      As Pastor Kathryn Tiede reported, I have been invited by the ELCA Church Council’s Anti-Racism Team as well as by their newly hired Anti-Racism Officer Judith Barlow-Roberts to participate in providing Anti-Racism training at their November Church Council meeting. It is our hope that we will be able to collaborate in other ways to do anti-racism work together as two churches in mission partnership.
·      It is ironic that I borrowed the Process Observation form from the ELCA, that our Anti-Racism Team placed more words and process around the use of the form, and now I am invited to bring it back to ELCA. This is an example of how ecumenical sharing can happen and not only at the Presiding Bishops’ level, but also at the level of church people working together wherever they find themselves. This represents a real richness in relationship, and you could see how excited Kathryn Tiede is about the relationship and its possibilities.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Response from an Executive Council Member


RESPONSE TO THE CONTROVERSY OVER TO RELEASE OR NOT TO RELEASE THE CONSTITUTION AND CANONS REPORT ON THE PROPOSED ANGLICAN COVENANT AND REFLECTIONS ON OPENNESS AND ACCESS TO EXECUTIVE COUNCIL

I have not remained purposefully silent through the public debate that has ensued since the Executive Council’s Chair for its Standing Committee on World Mission, Rosalie Simmonds Ballentine, remarked in her report to Council last Friday, June 17, 2011, that her committee would not – yet – release the report it requested and received from the General Convention’s Standing Commission on Constitution and Canons on the proposed Anglican Covenant.

I did not return home until 2:00 AM Saturday morning after the close of the 3-day Executive Council meeting on Friday afternoon and have been engaged over the weekend in supporting my husband’s self-employed consulting, from which we derive our family’s livelihood. I now have the time to write a response, which I feel called to do, because I do take seriously the honor, privilege and responsibility given to me when I was elected to serve as the lay representative to Executive Council from Province VI. Whether or not anyone agrees with me is of minor import compared to the right of the members of the church to have access to its elected leaders and their thinking.

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The Constitution and Canons report on the proposed Anglican Covenant was dated February 15, 2011, and posted to the Executive Council’s Extranet (online community) that evening. The Executive Council meeting was held on February 16 through 18 in Fort Worth. The Standing Committee on World Mission did – not – report on the proposed Anglican Covenant or any reports associated with it in plenary session at that Executive Council meeting.

(Much of the work of Executive Council and certainly most of the detailed discussion about that work takes place within the five standing committees of Council, which meet simultaneously during allotted committee time, which has recently been running about 50% of the time allotted for the entire 3-day Council meetings. Budget considerations after General Convention 2009 have necessitated a reduction from 4-day to 3-day Council meetings. Occasionally two or more of the standing committees may meet jointly over a specific topic for a specified time period.)

An excerpt from the approved Minutes of the Standing Committee on World Mission for the February 16 through 18, 2011, meeting reveals:

“D020 TF      [T]here is nothing to report because responses are not due until Easter but the Standing Commission on Constitution and Canons has sent a report on how adopting the covenant will affect the constitution and canons. There has been conversation about whether these responses will be posted. All the committee was doing was creating framework for EC’s response.”

It is my understanding as a Council member that the D020 Task Force will be working throughout the summer to prepare a report for Executive Council on the proposed Anglican Covenant, taking into account all the feedback that it has requested and received from throughout The Episcopal Church. World Mission Chair Ballentine indicated that the Constitution and Canons report – would be appended – to the report to Executive Council and – released with the final approved report.

Both the Constitution and Canons report and all the various feedback from the members of The Episcopal Church are – ingredients – that will contribute to that final approved report from the D020 Task Force, but none of them are – in and of themselves – the report – nor do they stand alone without context. Thus, I do support Chair Ballentine and the Standing Committee on World Mission in their judgment and process for carrying out their oversight of the D020 Task Force’s work in moving towards producing a final report for Executive Council’s consideration at its October 21 through 24, 2011, meeting in Salt Lake City. The Standing Committee on World Mission does have a plan to release the Constitution and Canons report as part of the final approved D020 Task Force report.

As a reminder, here is the then-current timeline for response from The Episcopal Church to the proposed Anglican Covenant, as cited in the D020 Task Force June 2010 Study Guide:

•       June 2010: a study guide with questions will go out to deputations and dioceses for use with the goal of receiving responses back from them by Easter 2011 (24 April)
•       October 2010: the task force will remind deputations of engaging with the study questions and the Easter deadline
•       24 April 2011: deputations return their responses to the D020 Task Force
•       June 2011: the task force submits a draft report with accompanying resolutions to Executive Council for input
•       October 2011: the task force submits a final draft with resolutions to Executive Council for acceptance
•       December 2011: the task force submits its report for inclusion in the Blue Book.”

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The issue of openness to and access of the entire Episcopal Church with regard to Executive Council is one that is taken seriously by members of Council. In the current environment of reduced resources and heightened anxiety about the future of our beloved church, I have observed repeatedly at instances of private conversation or executive session some one or two of our members raising her or his hand to question the chair as to the necessity of being in private conversation or executive session. Council members do share and raise concerns about openness and access.

The reasons for private conversation and executive session have been legitimate ones: discussions of personnel issues, lawsuits and potential lawsuits, and potential for physical harm to members of the church. No actions, i.e., votes, are taken in private conversation or executive session.

It is my personal observation that 3-day meetings to do the work set before Executive Council three times a year produce “killer” meetings which do not allow adequate time to read, reflect, discuss, pray, discern and digest our work. I am, however, not advocating for a return to 4-day meetings, because our budget concerns are real, and there are adjustments that can be made in how we approach our work. Council members make many personal sacrifices to serve on Council, and I do not find the sacrifices associated with a 3-day meeting unreasonable.

At the Council meeting of last week, there was no dinner away with the local diocese and only three reports from non-members of Council, because Council had previously requested more written and fewer in-person reports, whenever appropriate, to effect better use of limited time. This resulted in no whole-Council evening meetings and allowed for a few sub-committees to utilize that evening time for their work.

The newly adopted Rules of Order appended to the newly adopted revised Bylaws of Executive Council now require all reports and other written materials to be reviewed as part of the work of the next Council meeting to be submitted to the Secretariat 30 days prior to that meeting to facilitate translation. That 30-day period will allow all Council members the opportunity to read, reflect and ask questions about those reports and written materials in advance of each Council meeting, making Council members more uniformly prepared by the time we meet in person.

A piece of wisdom generated by staff, specifically the Rev. Margaret Rose, “Assume positive intent,” is slowly working its way into the psyche of Council and staff, as we live into our interdependence. Council and staff are comprised of very dedicated, conscientious, gifted, caring, strong-willed and unique individuals who are also profoundly human in all of our quirks and foibles. So, too, are all the members of The Episcopal Church who observe and participate in our life together as leaders, staff and members. Thus, I want to point out that I do not find personal attacks on the character, ethics or work ethos of Council members to be an appropriate addition to the sacrifices that Council members willingly and gladly make to serve on Council. Likewise, I do not experience any Council member bearing any attitude of superiority to the members of The Episcopal Church whatsoever.

It is not easy to work and live in a fishbowl, and that is and always has been the life of elected leaders and staff in this and every other organization. One large difference in the life of the church is that each and every one of us is intrinsically bound to our church in ways that transcend our reason and our emotions because of our call to be members of the Body of Christ and our love of our Lord and His Earthly Spouse, the Church.

We are not easy on each other, because we care deeply. But perhaps we could stop when we reach the brink of blaming, name calling and shaming.

We work hard, but sometimes not hard enough by either our own or others’ standards. And perhaps those are the times when we need to rely on prayer for the realities and sensibilities of others and to ask for patience, peace and understanding that follows the example of the Peace of God that we exchange with one another in every Eucharistic celebration.

When we each speak our own truth, I truly believe that the act of that speaking does have the ability to lift up the entire Body and call us to our better selves, to do better, to speak better, to be better. Would that our speaking of our truths also be spoken in such loving kindness that the words and the truths soothe our souls, enlarge our energy and capacities, and cause the love within us for each other to blossom forth to overflowing.

I believe that I speak for my fellow Council members when I say that we do welcome the thoughts of the members of The Episcopal Church, because we learn and grow from what each of us brings to the table and we are propelled to do better.

God’s Peace to each of us,

Lelanda Lee
Member, Executive Council,
Lay Representative from Province VI,
and Lay Deputy, Diocese of Colorado

(cross-posted to the HoB/D - House of Bishops/Deputies - list)